Yep, yep, yep
I knew this would happen.
I knew I’d make the mistake of falling for you
and sacrifice my pride for your pleasure
I wish I was stronger
but I’m not.
I knew I’d make the mistake of thinking you were falling for me
I feel like you tricked me
like you’re not allowed to suffer
and it all works out
in Disney movies
but not here, not when you play with real people.
Somehow you’ve managed to separate me from my soul
I’m disconnected with my intentions
which are bound to my intuitions
and which I’ve ignored.
And, lately, you’ve been playing these games with me
these fun little tic-tac-toe sessions
and I’m always the “x”
I feel like your target
I am, aren’t I?
I’m what you aimed for
and you bring me down
and you act like you like me,
and you confess love
when its sounds goods
and when it rolls off your tongue
and you hurt the non-person
this someone.
But, oh, I‘ve got to end it
it has to stop here
I seldom confront you on anything
and you’ve always been playing these games with me
and I’m bitter.
I wish I stood up for myself sooner,
instead of letting it build up and around
all that letting was time wasted.
I am a real person
and you don’t have to treat me like one
but, I do.
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