Meditation.

I am afraid to meditate because I feel that I will waste my imaginary meditation time by cheating, and instead, organizing my day.

I'm an infidel to meditation and we haven't even dated yet.

Meditation and I will have an open relationship, only, she won't know it.

Distraction.

In the way of David Levithan, who wrote The Lover's Dictionary:

distraction, noun.

I thought that we could be something memorable, but I know

it will pass. Time is a sacrifice. I never had it to begin with.

You are stealing it from somewhere else. I wonder how far

behind that will put me. Right now, it doesn't matter.

Later, it will.

I sat alone today and got to thinking....

Broken.

So I read this quote on a tumblr blog:

"It's so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love,

while at the back of our minds,

we know that the person we truly love,

will always be an exception."

Maybe if that person's un-qualifications weren't overlooked, they wouldn't have to remain at the back of our minds.

They would've never been there in the first place.

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Rolling in the Deep - Adele