mal.

people are so retarded.

i feel like this....

but worse.

I've run into the greatest combination of illegitamate brain-ed people today, and I don't even have the energy or patience to type about it. I think I'll just chill with this music...

like.ded.ness.

so, I kind-of have a "thing" for someone, but I guess I've reasoned with myself: I will never act on that feeling. I mean, it could create an uncomfortable situation in my life, and I'm waaay to busy for extra uncomfortable situations. Plus, I think I may just be slightly to mildly interested, and not full-blown. And, I don't think they like me (in that way, because they most def. like me as a friend, I mean, who doesn't?? lol.). And plus (again), I don't like to act on mere attraction, I have to like you...a lot, and in this case, be willing to sacrifice the comfortablilty of the situation. It just doesn't sound at all appealing...because it isn't.

A friend told me something the other day that would be so very much appropriate in this situation:

"You never get what you want, you always get what wants you."

that is so true. :(

no bed.

oh....i have no bed.

couch time!

y.........a.........y.

3:26am

So it's 3:26am and I would've have gone to bed by now, but i took about a 6 hour nap today. Why? Because, I pulled a 24 hour day yesterday...too busy hanging out, AND, work was crazy...as usual.

Yesterday I was on my way to see Step Brothers, you know that movie with Will Ferrell and that one other guy, and there's bunk beds, you know...and we looked up the showtimes and everything...AND when we got there.... Ronnie's (movie theater) was closed.

So we went to Denny's. ...instead?

...and yes, I'm the only girl in the group. And no, none of us are dating or any of that. I bet people think I'm weird. But, that's cool, cause I am.

And when we got back to steve's house, we played in the street like a bunch of kids that can get arrested, or that can serve jury duty, or that can drive....lol.

yeah...good times.

eraimjvarcma

i should be sleep now. but...i'm not???

thats all i got.

japanese festival!!!

let's catch up.

i need to practice this thingy.

and my bro was in town last weekend.

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I went to the Japanese Festival last weekend (Labor Day weekend)...and my bro was in town so he came later too...

:P here are the highlights.....

steve!

oh no! giant skull thingy attacks nate!

my sister is a poser. (literally-she called this a pose.)

an original lewis production.

the rest of the crew's..assets.

hw!

your just my poetry for now.

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sooo.....what's up? I took some pics today instead of finishing my homework....wanna see?

yes. a lot of homework was not accomplished. I have a hard time concentrating at home. There's too many things I own or have at my immediate use in the vacinity. Which is why I will be tired as shit trying to finish my homework on Monday night.
and I need sleep now...so ta ta :P

My last post was more than a week ago!!!



Wanna know why???? Because, BECAUSE, BECAUSE, BECAUSE, BECAUSE, BECAUSE, because I feel like this:

o_o

uh...yeah....

I know what it feels like to be the reciever of the feelings of someone who's in love with me....but I don't know if I know how to immulate that feeling, and be in love with someone.



Plus, I don't exactly think I'm willing to allow myself to be THAT vulnerable. I mean, you have to trust someone...with your heart. As in, they can affect your inner emotions permanently. I can barely trust someone else's notes if I miss a class.



Just thought I'd share that thought...with myself...not like anybody reads this anyways...and if they did, well, the must be bored outta their MINDS.....or stalker-ish ... O_o



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So, ANYWAYS..... I went to the japanese festival the other day....



my bro was in town for the the weekend too....it was FUN....