Tuesday, December 30, 2008

post-christmas pre-new year dayz.

wooohoooo.

I am sick.

My ears hurt, my sinuses are clogged (only one of them which is perfect for lop-sided breathing practices, which hurts too...) but still leaking uncontrollably, my eye sockets hurt, my throat is dry and scratchy, and I'm cold and hot at the same time.

This sucks.

Anyways....yeah. I need to get it together because today, I am going to fix my car. It needs a new windshield and something is wrong with the brakes that is making the brake fluid leak out, and the brakes un-usable.
this is my friend dinosaur with his guitar...

I am also going to practice my guitar. It has been brought back into my remembrance that I am not some kind of a guitar master, and that if i do not practice I cannot think myself into having talent. But i need picks, lots and lots of guitar picks because my brother took them all. What a free-loader. (That means i love him in sibling-ese.)


this is my current "do" (I'm on the left) (pic is dated last weekend...)

I kind of want to do something cool to my hair like dye it a different color, but i want it to grow first. While not hot ironing it, or putting any heavy style holders of any sort into it, last month, my hair grew at least an inch. So while attempting to let it grow out, I have to find natural styles that work for me. When I say "work for me" I mean that they have to be cute and ladylike, but not too much to look like i tried, because I probably won't try. And it can't be too, too girly....because I'm not too, too girly.
i've had about a thousand styles in the past 2 years...here's about 3 of them.
if you look closely, you will see that the top is left not-braided, turning my long hair into a mowhawk without cutting it (but i had it in a ponytail for some reason, but if i took it down, it would puff up)...
...and then I got tired of that and cut bangs.


and then I put orange-pink-blonde streaks in it...
I liked those a lot, but it only looked cool when i straightened it

and then I dyed it red and black...
....and now its faded and "whack."

Guess I shold get a move-on.

holiday.

yes i celebrate christmas.

yes i worked on christmas.

yes i get paid time and a half for working on holidays like christmas.

yes i made 6.50 an hour in tips at a coffee shop on christmas working with other people.

yes i saw the three hour movie "the curious case of benjamin button" on christmas night.

yes i met a lady named jen while working who was blind and deaf.

yes she had an assistant that signed into her hand.

yes it rememinded me of helen keller with-out the crazy tantrums.

yes it was fascinating and amazing and it brightened my day.


no i did not recieve gifts.
no i did not buy gifts.



happy birthday jesus.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

floating thoughts.

I..

walked along the edge of the skyline and wondered:
What if dreams were not just the figments of our imagination that we make them out to be?

I see beyond in front of me,
forever above,
and the earth beneath.

Ultimate actualization disabled the senses
and I seemed

to just


be


there, beyond in front of me,
forever above,
and the earth beneath.

And then I began to think...
and I fell
through the clouds
to the ground.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

doings and happenings.

yeah. MCCA syn-ap (:my personal version of an abbreviation of synopsis...lol)
MCCA was in Nvmbr btw (:November, by the way)



we did this....


and this....


...mostly

yep.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

domain name wonderland.

so....i'm building a website. I've been talking about it for MONTHS, but i'd rather not type ideas here (as if anyone reads this)- just in case. You know,it's be like putting the ingredients to a secret sauce in a free bottle on my door step labeled "secret sauce."

Whatever. -_-


ANYWAYS.....yeah, I'm in the creation process of website-er-dom and I've basically been calling everyone that I know for help....WHY you ask? Because I'm basically computer illiterate in the world of website-creator-dom.


I'm no techy nerdy person who has changed their entire myspace to a single phrase that links to pics and blogs, I cannot hide my profile from you....I just cheat. I manipulate div overlays, and mix them. That only works sometimes. Other times, I copy and paste like nobody you've ever seen. Google Imaging cool backgrounds, and the like.


So this website thing, sucks.


And I need videos on it...EVERYWHERE.


But, IT WILL WORK. IT MUST WORK....cause I already bought the domain name...like....just now.


yep. and I can tell it to you, but I won't until I AT LEAST post "HI" on it in the top left corner in times new roman font.

...maybe I'll add a smiley face too, to smile at you while you stare into the blank white spaces of bandwidth that are contained within the perameters of my site; to smile at you while you contemplate returning for the awesomeness of a site not yet completely developed.


Yes, oh yes, when I post the "HI" and smiley in the top left corner of my site, I will let you visit it. Laugh if you must, but if you do, and it's a good, weird, 30-second laugh, video record it, and i'll add it to the site later.


these are the beginning adventures of:

jay




in dOMaiN nAmE wOnDERlaNd.