I change my mind a lot: like..... A LOT, LOT, LOT. I mean, first I like you, then I don't...first I'll stay, then I'll leave, then I'll comeback. It's getting to be very annoying, very much so...and the ONLY thing that I've learned from it is that I STILL don't know what I want.
I'm goal oriented without specific goals. I like to broaden the picture to include all possibilities and then with all the extra choices I need more time before I can make my decision. I enjoy leading, but not deciding where to lead. What kind of a leader is that? What kind of a person is that.
I am in heavy need of things to just fall from the sky, for lights to ordain themselves around the decision that best fits, and for them to glare in my face until chosen.
I need a nap. This was pointless...I think.
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